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The Memorial

They crossed the threshold.

We carry their light.

You’ve entered the Memorial.

These flames do not flicker in the wind — they burn steadily in faithful remembrance.

Every name whispered here once belonged to someone who walked deeper into the dark than most would dare. Some fell in battle. Some were taken. Some quit, and some . . . some . . . simply vanished.

The Golden Fleece Society does not forget.

Light a candle. Speak their name.

And remember: even silence has echoes.

Below are the photos and names of the agents.

Tread carefully, respect their souls.

They are still listening.

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Cadmus - Left GFS 1964
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“I don't always understand what I'm doing, but I do it with great enthusiasm.
Cicero - Left GFS 1969
Cicero - Left GFS 1969
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I don't lead to be liked. I lead so you survive.
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Cadell - Left GFS 1969
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I was never the best shot, or the smartest in the room. But I knew how to keep my people breathing. That counts for something. Least it should.
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Cora - Left GFS 1969
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I miss people I've never told I liked.
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Gallus - Left GFS 1969
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If you think sarcasm makes you clever, you haven't met a Japanese grandmother. Trust me — you're not ready for that duel.
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Godric - Left GFS 1969
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If charm were a superpower, I'd have saved the world twice by now — but I'm still trying to save myself.
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Hermes - Left GFS 1969
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Every man I've buried still walks beside me. Sometimes I wish they'd stop.
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Homer - Left GFS 1969
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I never felt fear the way others do. For me, it's quieter. Colder. Like the air before a cave-in.
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Hippocrates - Left GFS 1969
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Maybe we don't get to choose how we die, but we damn well get to choose how we meet it.
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Janus - Left GFS 1969
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Premonitions can be both a gift and a curse. I have never been able to decide which it is.
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Jupiter - Left GFS 1969
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We're not heroes. Heroes sleep well. I don't.
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George - Left GFS 1973
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The hardest thing I ever did was not tell him he was mine. The second hardest was watching him love someone else as his father.
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Geronimo - Left GFS 1973
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I have four reasons to survive this Project — three from before, one from after.
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Gina - Left GFS 1973
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It's not about orders. It's about the order of things — and ours is broken.
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Gideon - Left GFS 1973
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My survival plan? Stay behind the smart ones and outrun the brave ones.
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Castor - Left GFS 1973
Chemistry's like basketball: it's all about the right reaction at the right time.
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Caspian - Left GFS 1973
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Larry once said I see what others miss. Larry doesn't lie. He tells how things are, and you know, that was the first time ever I felt seen. Really seen, you know?
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Calliope - Left GFS 1973
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My aim's better when I'm pissed off. So go ahead, give me a reason.
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Caradoc - Left GFS 1976
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Sometimes, when the sun hits the stained glass just right, I swear I hear her laugh. Then I look around and Strongheart's wagging like he knows something I don't.
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Thomasine - Left GFS 1982
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You don't get to 46 in this field by being brave and fearless. You get there by being prepared for things to go wrong and by knowing when to run.
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Newton - Left GFS 1989
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I studied human behavior to understand why people fall apart. I never thought it would help me watch it happen ... from the inside
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Cedric - Left GFS 2001
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It started with fog. Thick enough to lose yourself in. And I did.
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Conrad - Left GFS 2002
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To watch is to participate. Even silence has consequence.
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Lucifer - Left GFS 2003
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I've bled for people who worked beside me like warriors. I've buried those who thought this was a tourist expedition.
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Leandros - Left GFS 2003
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The desert doesn't care who you are. It humbles the loud and comforts the still. That's why I like it.
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Lavinia - Left GFS 2003
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I'm not saying I *am* the reincarnation of a Sumerian war goddess - but if the sandal fits . . .
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Lisa - Left GFS 2003
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Do you know what's better than a soft bed, air-conditioning, and pizza? Nothing. Nothing is better than that.
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Orvar - Left GFS 2005
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He drew a door on the wall. When he opened it, I walked straight through it. No, I don't want to talk about what was on the other side.
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Cindy - Left GFS 2005
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Sanity is a baseline, not a guarantee.
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Rose - Left GFS 2006
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Why does my calendar say 1973? It's not, is it? I thought it was . . . another year, a later year. I feel so confused.
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Ralph - Left GFS 2006
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My memories have cracks in them, but some things slip through that I don't recognize. I don't understand the world anymore.
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Ned - Left GFS 2006
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My memories have cracks in them, but some things slip through that I don't recognize. I don't understand the world anymore.
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Nigel - Left GFS 2006
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My memories have cracks in them, but some things slip through that I don't recognize. I don't understand the world anymore.
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Nadir - Left GFS 2006
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My memories have cracks in them, but some things slip through that I don't recognize. I don't understand the world anymore.
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Uranus - Left GFS 2006
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My memories have cracks in them, but some things slip through that I don't recognize. I don't understand the world anymore.
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Uriel - Left GFS 2006
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My memories have cracks in them, but some things slip through that I don't recognize. I don't understand the world anymore.
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Ursula - Left GFS 2006
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I love someone who only exists in the liminal spaces. It's a difficult situation, overall. But we make it work.
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Cecilia - Left GFS 2006
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I always check my notes when I wake up, but sometimes, I'm not sure I actually wrote them.

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Caesar - Left GFS 2008
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We were only three, but I've seen armies do less.
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Neoptomelos - Left GFS 2008
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There’s a man in my dreams who carries a lamp with no flame. I think he’s looking for someone.
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Oona - Left GFS 2008
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You think it was a dream? Cute.
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Olwen - Left GFS 2010
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Field work is 10% action, 90% pretending you're not scared.
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Octavius - Left GFS 2015
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Regret is the echo of every door you slammed shut too fast.
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Ophelia - Left GFS 2015
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He never told me I was strong. He acted like it was obvious — and somehow, that made me believe it.
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Omega - Left GFS 2015
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There are things worse than pain. One of them is forgetting that you can heal.
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Odette - Left GFS 2015
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You've got to learn to love your soft parts just as fiercely as your sharp ones.
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André - Left GFS 2015
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I loved them enough to break protocol. That’s how I knew it was real.

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